Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Pain...

I have been struggling through some foot pain. It is bad enough that I have been taking pain killers which isn't like me. The machines at the gym don't seem to aggravate it as much, but I haven't been able to get there, so I am walking through it. I keep telling myself that a good part of the problem is likely my weight, and it will feel better once I drop some.

Exericse:
Walk 30 minutes
Food:
3/4 c banana nut cheerios (dry, snackig throughout day)
yogurt
coffee, no cocoa
two eggs
one slice dry wheat toast
grapes
snack pack popcorn
hot tea
planned dinner: leftovers- either pasta and meatballs or chicken, veggies, & brown rice; grapes for dessert.

PLUS, my pants were tight this am. Uncomfortably tight. So I am just grumpy and uncomfortable in a lot of ways today.

Scott will be away this evening, so I'll have some time to decompress and clean-up. I am feeling very burned out lately with craziness at work, craziness at home (dad had surgery), settling in from the move. I need some time off, but I can't take it right now. Hoping for next month- a week before the NYC trip.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

There is no problem to which excessive food is the answer...

The answer to many problems, however, is healthy food in moderation and ample exercise.

I need to start updating daily- what I have done right & wrong & why; why I am doing what I am doing; what I can do better.

I want to be healthy. And I want to enjoy shopping for a wedding dress once the time for that comes. That is my big goal. But it is pretty vague.

Mini goals: stay on track EVERY DAY from here until NYC trip- 37 days. How many pounds will this result in? IDK. IDC. I am working on changing my habits, which will result in the logical response of changing my body. But I don't want to obsess over the markers. And besides, I realize that a resonable goal would be 10 lbs. Which to me seems useless. The same 10 I have lost and gained a million times. I don't want THAT to be a goal.

Goal 2: on track EVERY DAY until Seattle trip- 20 weeks. 40 lbs lost would be nice... but that's not where my eyes have to be.

Today I went for a walk at lunch and I am on track with my eating. I will do another walk later to equal 60 minutes.

What could I have done better? One hot cocoa instead of two- but I didn't go to the store for junk food or out to lunch, like I was tempted to

I am where I am because of my own actions. This is something I have done to myself. Not something that has been done to me. I feel like a victim, but I am not!

I got a new pair of shoes and I am hoping they will help with my foot pain. I also caved and bought a few pairs of pants that fit, even though I wanted to wait until I lose weight...

No excuses.

Exercise:
Walk: 60 minutes
Food:
hot cocoa (mixed with my coffee) x 2
sunbutter & jelly on whole grain
snack bag popcorn
planned dinner: chicken breast, brown rice, veggies; dessert: grapes