Friday, May 7, 2010

Met a Goal!!!!!

20 lbs lost since I started this round of healthy habits :) I was feeling so discouraged that I work so hard and the weight is coming off so slowly, but it has really picked up now that my focus is off of school. AND I can really see the difference now. I get a new outfit for every 10 lbs so WOOT, I'm going shopping tonight.
I remembered today it was at this weight last year when strange men started flirting with me LOL. I am still not at all happy with my body, but certainly more comfortable and confident than I was. 15 or so more lbs and I will be at my lowest since OMG- when..? Before I got pregnant with my daughter- and she is 18! And I will be under the BMI for obesity :)
It has been so easy, really- or maybe simple is a better word- that I am completely confident that I will get there- and then to my ultimate goal.

No kiss yet from Scott... Hmmm... I'm not sure what to make of it... after our talk at first I thought, well, gee, nothing has changed. But in some qualitative way, I think it has. The way we interact seems every so slightly different now. And it is very likely he is waiting until he is not exhausted from work to make a move. Or maybe for our trip at the end of the month? Or...? IDK. We have definitely been flirting. And I have noticed him making that quick sideways glance guys always seem to make before they try for a kiss... And I guess taking our time and moving slowly will be more fun in the long run. I have decided for sure I am not making the first move. I made my feelings known and now it's all up to him.

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