Love me or leave me alone

So, Scott, without you it was... I don't think you would have liked it any how, a bit too dark and hard.

A great concert though! So close I could have kissed their cheeks had I been so bold. And I can't believe I hesitated to go because of my workout. I ended up dancing off more calories than I would have worked off at the gym. Down another 1.5 lbs.

This was my first time at Mr. Smalls, but it won't be the last. A GREAT venue-- small and intimate, interesting decor, nice bar (bonus that they takes credit/debit!!). Only complaint was the smell of frying onions. Really?!? Just doesn't go well with jumping around on a dance floor.

And I realized when I got there that it was blocks away from some of the places Ben and I had frequented. Driving home lead me down the path that I had driven a dozen times, euphoric after one of our meetings (not dates, never call them that). But don't forget the once or twice I drove it in tears. Or the time I was so distraught I went up the down ramp and nearly killed myself and whoever was coming down it. Because the great times do not make up for the pain.

I dreamt you seduced me just to walk away

Blue October